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Does anybody else remember just being a total demon child? Like, when I was 14-15, i don't know how my parents didn't beat me, LOL. I remember there was this one time I was hanging out with some friends (I think it was your house, Melissa), and somehow it came up that my best friend had something she wanted us to try. Now, I'm not gonna sit here and say I was a total drug addict, but I did like to dabble every now and then. You don't give up good dope, is all I'm saying LOL. Anyway, she goes to the kitchen, whips it up, comes back 30 mins later telling us 'it's a surprise'. I'm a little weirded out, but I do it anyway. I shit you not, whatever she gave me then, I literally didn't remember who I was for days after taking it. It was like... some memory wiping shit or something.
I think it was 1 or 2 months before I finally decided I needed to go to the hospital, because I legit couldn't remember anything about myself. I was watching people talk about this person I didn't even know, and apparently it was me. Like, the world was just going without me and I was living as a concept. It was like I died. They found out what had happened, no surprise there. I obviously got in massive trouble. To be honest though I don't think getting in trouble with them was as bad as finding out that the whole situation ended up in me developing I think like schizophrenia or something. I don't remember the specific diagnosis, all I know is I have to take these pills now. FUCK YOU KATHY!
Sometimes I seriously wonder if those few months were just a dream because of how fucking bizarre it was. Anyways though, I'm fine now. Unfortunately, there is nothing the universe can do to rid the world of Teresa. ROFL
01/14/05 (Axel's Bday in 4 days!)